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Thursday, April 24, 2014

U is for Underground

Underground music is an extremely broad term. It does not refer to any specific genre or era. The Wikipedia definition follows.

Underground music comprises musical genres beyond mainstream culture. Any song that is not being legally commercialized is considered underground. Such music may tend to express common ideals, such as high regard for sincerity and intimacy, freedom of creative expression as opposed to the highly formulaic composition of commercial music, and appreciation of artistic individuality as opposed to conformity to current mainstream trends. Apart from perhaps the underground rock scenes in the pre-Mikhail Gorbachev Soviet Union, very few types of underground music are completely hidden, however, performances and recordings may nevertheless be difficult for outsiders to find.

Above is some great underground Deep House music. Try it--you may like it!

DJ Rose has been given permission to promote her very underground novel, which was inspired by the tragic life of a figure from the Scandinavian metal underground scene. Please check it out! And spread the word, if you would be so kind.


~DJ Rose~

Monday, February 4, 2013

Pain and Mental Illness

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Steven wrote a poem about pain to go with his insightful painting. I wanted to share my response.

I live with chronic low-grade pain (which I almost spelled "pane.") What color would it be? Muted red, perhaps. On a good day, light pink. Like my mental illness, I'm used to it. Unlike my mental illness, there is never a question that I would get rid of the pain if I were able.

The mental illness has affected the way I think, and I have had it all my life. I sometimes think if it were taken away, I might not know how to deal with the world as a "normal" person. 

Just like some people who have been blind all their lives have trouble navigating the world if by some miracle their sight is restored. I am blind to what it is to be "normal."

I also wanted to respond to Adam's very kind post in which he mentioned my struggles.

I was initially discouraged by the asshattery of other people. Then I overcame that. Now I'm discouraged by the publishing process. It is NOT FUN! It is expensive and time-consuming. It probably doesn't help that I have obsessive-compulsive disorder. I hate being my own publicist. If you can't afford to have a team helping you promote your work, and you don't enjoy doing this sort of shit by yourself, woe betide you.

So, yeah, I don't know if I'll ever publish another book. I'm going to get the one I'm (still) working on out there, but that might be it. I don't expect to get a huge readership for it, not nearly enough to cover the expenses of getting it published. 

And that's currently where I stand.

 

 

 

Wednesday, October 31, 2012

NaNoWriMo 2012

I'M DOING IT!

Sunday, September 30, 2012

Mellow Playlist


This is a laid back playlist created by You Tube user Jimmyann27riot. They listen to these songs while creating, so I thought it might work for me. Maybe it will work for you too!

Tuesday, August 28, 2012

Suckage

Shit, I'm getting sick. My throat feels swollen. Not raw and sore, but swollen and uncomfortable. It's hard to swallow. I don't have any tonsils, so it isn't like my tonsils are inflamed. I'm getting canker sores on my gums and tongue. Not fun.

I've been working on images for the web comic that I'm creating as a gift for a very cool person. These photoshop images take a lot longer than people think they would because they're so simplistic. It's frustrating, but I love them.

In spite of being told I was stupid for it, I'm still writing my other stuff, including the fan-fictiony stuff. You just can't keep a stubborn asshole down.

Tuesday, August 21, 2012

Hi, I'm Faycin

I'm just one tiny speck of dust in the Universe.

I'm trying to realize that every speck of dust deserves good things.

I don't like that some specks of dust think that it's okay to treat other specks of dust badly based on their physical appearance or mental problems.

I am mentally ill. I have bipolar disorder and obsessive compulsive disorder. My OCD partially manifests as hoarding. I don't hoard animals, I hoard items. I have a private blog about my struggles with hoarding. I do not give the URL to just anybody. If I am ever able to get my place into passable shape, as I am struggling to do, I will publish the results as a book. My little camera takes great pictures but it's a battery hog. I need a backup battery and to see if there's some kind of charger for those little flat batteries.

I am fiftyish years old and most of my life has been a lot of pain and struggle. It shouldn't have to be this way. So if you are the kind of person who comes along and starts making it that way for me, fuck you, you are out. I don't have to put up with your shit. I've put up with way too much shit from way too many psychic vampires already.

I write stuff, both mental health and size acceptance related blog posts, and also fiction. I am a political and religious liberal. I don't like zealots of any kind, and that includes the type of atheist zealot who thinks it's okay to belittle others for having spiritual beliefs. I can accept where atheists are coming from, I just don't like the type who think they're superior for having no spiritual beliefs. Since none of us know for sure, then fuck you if you don't think I have the right to speculate. I don't go around forcing my esoteric agnosticism down your throat. Don't shove your fundamentalist Christianity, extremist Islam, or acerbic Atheism down mine. Or if you're one of those Satanists who is like "fuck you, I'm so cool because I'm a Satanist and you are so inferior," you can fuck off as well. You're nothing but a prat and I don't have the time to waste on you.

I'm also a KHEL 666 DJ. The pay is terrible but everything else about it is really cool.

KHEL 666 Blog

KHEL 666 Facebook Page

Hope to have a few saying hello, but even if you don't, I'll keep doing this anyway.

XOXO,

Faycin

Tuesday, August 14, 2012

Music for Writing High Class Trash


I'm working on a story that I describe as the illegitimate child of the Lifetime Movie Network and the Chiller Channel. This is what I'm listening to.

Friday, August 10, 2012

Challenge Accepted

Dearest Writing Sisters:

Let the Mister show you how it's done!

My Writing Sisters have all been unable to write an old style "damsel in distress" story with an alpha male hero. Today's women (at least the ones I hang around with) tend to be into the ordinary guy.

So I have to show them how a man does it! ;-)

Tom's of Finland, here I come for inspiration!

Thursday, August 9, 2012

Kingdom Hearts Music


I am a geek! Here is some beautiful music that I will listen to while I get started writing for the first time in more than 20 years.

Sunday, August 5, 2012

Life's Horrible Little Moments

Actually it's better than that horrible moment when you're writing some high class erotica (of course I don't write any other kind!) and your brother in law rips such a loud fart that you can hear it all the way from the other room! Talk about a mood killer!

Thanks, Kevin! (Not!)

Thursday, August 2, 2012

Good and Spacey

Beta Cloud: Sea of Tranquility

http://www.last.fm/music/Beta+Cloud/_/Sea+of+Tranquility

Writing or drawing something in the sci-fi vein? This one's for you!

Thursday, July 26, 2012

Starting At the Beginning

Chapter I:

Meeting the Forest Dwellers

"Oh it's so cold!" Her royal highness Princess Isabella of Xiumiqa sighed rubbing her hands together for warmth. "So very very cold indeed."

The charming Princess was quite beloved by her subjects. Just 18 years old, her kindness was as legendary as her stunning slate gray eyes.

A forest green frost hung over the midnight green branches of dormant yuka trees. Isabella thought of those who lived in the frozen forest. Isabella didn't think it right for her to stay warm and sheltered when there were those who might be going hungry on this cold winter day.

The glade where a mere three weeks ago children had been playing was now a sheet of green ice. Isabella moved slowly over the slick glade. Up ahead was a tiny, ramshackle cottage made from the sturdy wood of the brownish-green Fiqual tree. Blue-gray smoke rose from the chimney. In the cabin lived a family of 5. There was a couple and their 3 children. The children really were not children any more. They were men. Isabella knew the family in the cabin to be hard-working but isolated, living on the outskirts of the kingdom. She decided to check on them.

Isabella jumped and stifled a shriek when she heard a deep voice from behind her.

"Princess, what are you doing out on such a day as this?"

Isabella turned to see the youngest brother who lived in the little cabin: 18 year old Rad. He was a kind fellow, but he quite startled her.

"I am sorry to have frightened you, Princess," Rad said. "Please come into our home. It is not a good day for you to be out walking alone."

Some people thought that Rad was ugly, but Isabella found his gentle honest manner a refreshing change from the vain suitors who oft called. Rad was a wispy, rosy-cheeked fellow. He looked as if he might blow away in a strong wind, but Isabella knew him to be surprisingly strong. Rad had red-brown hair and golden eyes. His face was slim and angular and he had a sharp, prominent nose. His teeth were slightly crooked.

Isabella followed Rad into the cabin. His mother stood beside a wood-burning stove, stirring a kettle. She smelled bread baking as well.

"Your majesty, I welcome you," Mother Kaylynn said, bowing to the princess. "Whatever brings you out on such a day as this? A storm comes."

"I wanted to be sure that the people of the forest were well provisioned and adequately sheltered for the coming storm," Isabella said.

"How kind of your Majesty," said Kaylynn. "But I fear it will not be safe for you to go home now. Are your father and brothers close, Rad?"

"Quite close, Mother. We found a Jluva in the thicket. Gudd and Rou are carrying it hence. Father is bringing the wood on the sledge."

"We saw you walking across the glade, your Majesty," Rad continued. "The others sent me ahead to bring you to our home. You must stay now."

"Oh, but I'm sure that if I hurry, I can get home before the storm," Isabella said. Then she looked out the window at the gray-green fog.

"It moved more quickly than I thought," she said, distressed. "Father and mother will be terribly worried. Curse this storm! I can't leave."

"We will get you home as soon as we can, your Majesty," Rad promised.

At that moment his brothers and father hurried into the cabin.

"Mother, we have put the Jluva in the smokehouse and strung the line between the buildings," said Gudd. "We will hie to dress the beast."

At 24, Gudd was the middle brother. The eldest brother, Rou, was 28. All the men in the family were very slender and surprisingly strong. Gudd had dark golden hair and hazel eyes. Rou was different from his brothers. He had charcoal-colored hair and gray eyes.

Kaylynn had charcoal-colored hair and eyes that were gray-green like the fog outside. Like her husband and sons she was very tall and slim.

The father, Ullv, had eyes of brilliant green, blue-black hair, and skin of a slightly greenish cast. He looked like a forest elemental.

Isabella had never really noticed these folk up close before, and she said nothing, but Ullv especially appeared to be other than human. It was only legend, of course, but her nurse had often told her tales of the forest folk. Supposedly, they had disappeared centuries ago. Could it be that the forest folk yet lived? Were Ullv and Kaylynn and their three long-limbed, slender sons in fact elven or perhaps dryads?

Isabella bade the good folk treat her as if she were a member of the family. She asked how the forest dwellers fared lately.

"We are well and happy, your Majesty--I mean, Princess Isabella," said Kaylynn. "The forest provides what we need to live."

"Dear Lady Kaylynn, while I am here, I would like to feel like a friend, not a sovereign. Please, just call me Isabella."

"All right," Kaylynn agreed. "We are very happy here, Isabella. This is a benevolent monarchy. Ullv and I have known worse."

"Is there anything that I can do to make things better?" Isabella asked. "The folk in this area are so remote from us."

"No, my girl. The land is fertile and though there is distance between neighboring houses, we help one another," said Ullv.

"There is plentiful game," said Rou. "And there is plentiful timber. We take what is needed. We have no need for grandeur."

Isabella blushed, suddenly feeling ashamed. The grand palace where she lived must seem terribly ostentatious to these folk.

As if noticing Isabella's embarrassment, Rad spoke up. "How is life in the palace? I always admire it when in the city."

"Oh, it is a grand building! I would like to take you all there sometime. I think that you would admire the stone work."

"Brother Gudd especially appreciates the different stones that the gods and goddesses of Earth have given us," Rad said.

"Yes, but do you suppose that such simple folk as ourselves would truly be welcome in the palace?" Gudd asked.

"Well, I would welcome you!" Isabella said, suddenly feeling saddened that there was such distance between royalty and folk.

"My dear, of course you would," said Kaylynn, sensing Isabella's distress. "As I said, this is a benevolent monarchy."

"But you know, sometimes royalty remains so separate from other folk," Isabella said. "Even when we have good intentions."

"We can see that you wish to remedy this situation," said Ullv. "But you must not let eagerness get the better of sense."

"I fear I did just that today," Isabella said, looking at her feet. "I felt that the forest folk might need provisions. Oh, I so hope that my father did not send soldiers to look for me--or that he did not come himself!"

Kaylynn took a shallow bowl carved of delicate pink stone from her cupboard. She poured in a drop of taupe-colored liquid. She sprinkled shimmery dark-blue dust over the syrupy liquid, poured water into the bowl, and stirred with a wand.

"This is the bowl of Gqa from the Valley of Mxcd," she said. "In it is sap from the Tree of Frup and sand from Tvug."

"The Valley of Mxcd was destroyed 1100 years ago!" Isabella gasped. "And I thought that Frup and Tvug were places of myth."

"Well, the bowl has been in my family for generations," said Kaylynn. "As to the others, they are more magic than myth. Dip your fingers into the bowl and it will allow us to see visions of the things that concern you most greatly."

Isabella did as she was bidden. She gasped as she saw her parents, four brothers, and seven sisters. They were weeping.

"Oh, the foolish, foolish girl!" Isabella could hear her mother's voice echoing in her ears. "Why must she be so impulsive?"

"There, there, Mother," said Isabella's eight-year-old sister Tabea. "Surely she is staying with one of the farm families."

Isabella began to weep as well. "Dear Tabi, wise beyond her years," she sniffled. "I cause nothing but pain to my family."

"Tabi is right, Gyta," Isabella's father said. "Surely she sought shelter at one of the farms. She'll return soon, I know."

"And when she does," he continued, "I will forbid her from going to the wilds again. It is time that she chose a husband."

The images in the bowl clouded. The water within the bowl turned black and began to swirl and heave like a storm at sea.

"Oh my! Oh, what have I done?" Isabella gasped.

"The bowl has sensed the trouble in your heart, dear girl," said Kaylynn.

"I can understand my father being upset with me," said Isabella, "but to be forbidden to return to this land would kill me."

"It is clear that you love this land, and that you love your family," said Ullv. "The steward of this land is a lazy sod."

"There is no reason why our land could not have a stewardess who cares for the people," said Rou. "This could be your duty."

"I would love that more than anything," said Isabella. "But my father is set on me marrying a prince of a neighbor kingdom."

"Do you have sisters old enough and willing enough to wed these princes?" Rad asked. "It seems that you have many siblings."

"I do," said Isabella. "My eldest sister is married. The triplets are not, but they were adopted and thus are not eligible."

"My other sisters, besides the triplets, are also young," Isabella sighed. "Ebba is 12 and Yana just had her first birthday party."

"The triplet sisters are ineligible for being adopted? This is terrible!" said Rou. "In our land, all children are equal."

"Rou, hold your tongue," said Kaylynn. "It is bad manners to insult the ways of our guest's family."

"Apologies," said Rou.

"None required," said Isabella. "I am in agreement with you. The triplets are 29, and all very willing to take a husband."

"Perhaps if we explain to your father what a good stewardess you already are to this land, he will see your way," said Ullv.

"You would do that for me? Oh thank you!" said Isabella. "Perhaps he will hear you. You are a man near to his own age."

"We will return you to your family tonight," said Ullv. "It would not do to have your mother so terribly worried for you."

"But how can we?" Isabella asked. "The storm is so terrible. Surely we would lose our way and end up frozen to death."

"We can with the Lamp of Zacag," said a grinning Rad. He doused the other lamps in the room. The magical lamp glowed gray.

Saturday, July 21, 2012

Betrayed

This picture comes from this website, which has some very important information on violence in teen relationships. 

I chose it because to a degree it expresses what I feel inside.

Because of the fact that nobody pays attention to what I say at this point, I feel comfortable expressing something that has been eating at me for years.

There are people in this world who don't feel like they've won unless they've destroyed someone else in the process.

They did come very close to destroying me. But I'm still here. Not unscathed by any means, but I am still here.

I no longer feel like I have something special to share with the world. I'm creating again, but I'm keeping it close in. I will not be sharing any of it.

As for the subject of my ill advised book.

Yes, I did come to love him. And fancy that, certain people who I trusted with that truth were hell bent on fucking that up for me too.

He and I are no longer in contact with one another. He hates me now, and I feel nothing but numb sorrow when I think of him.

You think I could ever forgive the people who brought this about?

They will never be forgiven.

What's next to the moon? The idea that I will ever find love.

Correction--that's somewhere in another fucking galaxy.

So now you fucking know.

Sunday, July 15, 2012

Being a Writer

You can combat this feeling by reading Twilight by reading your own manuscript.

I deserve some sort of award for finding an actual use for Twilight, other than emergency toilet paper!

Sunday, July 8, 2012

About A Princess of Xiumiqa

I will be sharing chapters from my ongoing work in progress, A Princess of Xiumiqa. Look quick or you may miss 'em!

This story was initially conceived as a lark, and a bit of a challenge to myself. I do not do very well at writing romance, so I challenged myself to write a satirical one. However, over time, the story became something else.

I would describe the resulting tale as a feminist sword and sorcery trope rather than strictly romantic fantasy. I add the feminist descriptor because my female characters are not helpless waifs waiting for a man to help them out of a jam.

I have always enjoyed stories such as Conan and John Carter of Mars, but the women in these stories are generally little more than window dressing. The main female protagonist in my story, Princess Isabella, is an extremely independent young lady. She is not a butt-kicking warrior maiden; her strengths come more from brains than brawn. She is a vivacious, healthy young woman with a bit of training in the art of swordsmanship, but as a princess has had no opportunity to actively utilize this skill. She is a hard worker with a strong body, but it is more the strength of a sturdy farm woman than of a fighter.

Isabella is bright, plucky, caring, passionate, and hard-working. She is pretty, but not in an impossible way. Her beauty comes more from her psyche than her external features. She is no man’s fool and no man’s pawn. I would love to think that a character such as Isabella could come to inspire future generations of girls to care more about solid qualities such as self-reliance than vapid ones such as “hotness.” External beauty fades; inner strength is always yours.

 

With love and respect,

Tempest LeTrope

 

Monday, June 25, 2012

How...Posterous!

So many things have happened in the world of my Writing Sisters since I've been gone! We lost the ability to use the Ping service for our exciting KHEL 666 Radio Station Blog. It seemed like KHEL 666 might be no more except on Facebook, and that would have sucked. But then my brilliant Writing Sis, H.P. Liebekraft, saved the day by finding this service. Helena rocks so much--and she likes jazz too!

I know I'm a little late to the party, Helena, but I want to say thank you too. This looks like it will be a fun way to blog. Blogger is actually kind of a pain in the ass if it isn't being used for a specialized blog. At least I think so!

Speaking of Blogger, we've all been pitching in to help our Writing Sis Cie Cheesemeister work on a really cool epic full of madcap fanfic fun. I so wish I could give you the URL, but Cie has been a little vulnerable lately, and we want her to feel free to express herself. I'm just thrilled to be part of it! She loves each of her characters as if they were a real friend. I know some of you might see this and think "what a loser," but when you've had a hard life, sometimes it's kind of hard to relate to the real world. So don't judge.

 

 

Thursday, June 21, 2012

Meet Your New DJ!

Hi friends, it's my first night as a DJ on KHEL 666! Excitement! Trepidation! Nah, I'm gonna love it, I'm sure.

I like Modest Mouse, so I'm going to share Modest Mouse and other groups in the same vein.

Follow me on the great KHEL 666 blog, or on our Facebook page.

I'm also helping my writing sister, the one and only Cie Cheesemeister, work on her absolutely madcap story line, which she is sharing on the Rattling Bones Undead Musician Magazine blog. I can't give that URL away without Cheesy's permission, but I have to say, I am thrilled to see her back on the horse! Like me, she had been away for too long. And I'm excited to have a part in helping her make some crazed dreams come to life. The written word is powerful!

I love the arts. Life would be a far duller place without them.

Thursday, June 14, 2012

He Doesn't Exist For Me

I've resigned myself to the fact that there is no such man for me.

Usually I'm okay with that.

Sometimes I'm even happy about it.

But today, it's torture for me.

I have to create story characters that win at love, because I know I never will.

And sometimes it's just like a knife through my heart.

Like an arrow through the heart

She was the one that got away

Seemed like yesterday that

You couldn't tear us apart

But then we never realized

Love was a compromise

Too many sleepless nights

Too many jealous fights

It hurt the night I told her

Oh baby, it's all over

CHORUS:

It's over, this can't go on,

All over, cause the feeling's gone

Wonder if I'll survive alone again

Sometimes I just want to hold her

But it's over

Young and foolish of heart

We were two gypsies on the run Into the setting sun

Shattered pictures tell the tale,

Their crying love is a tragedy

Of tears and broken dreams

Just like a sad old song

Who knows where we went wrong

I dread the day I told her

Oh baby, it's over

More lyrics: http://www.lyricsmode.com/lyrics/t/triumph/#share

Saturday, June 9, 2012

Why?

Hello, and let me briefly explain my reason for creating another blog.

I'm part of a group of friends who manages an online radio blog called KHEL 666. We were using the ping.fm service to send our posts to our Blogger blog and our Facebook page. But Ping ceased to support blogger. 

It sucked, because it seemed that we would have to close down the blog.

But then H.P. Liebekraft found Posterous.

My other writing sisters are crowing about how wonderful it is.

Hopefully I'll enjoy it as much as they do. They seem to think it's the greatest thing since sliced bread and Stephen King.

Thursday, June 7, 2012

Rest in Peace, Ray Bradbury

He now belongs to the ages. Rest in peace, good Sir.