This picture comes from this website, which has some very important information on violence in teen relationships.
I chose it because to a degree it expresses what I feel inside.
Because of the fact that nobody pays attention to what I say at this point, I feel comfortable expressing something that has been eating at me for years.
There are people in this world who don't feel like they've won unless they've destroyed someone else in the process.
They did come very close to destroying me. But I'm still here. Not unscathed by any means, but I am still here.
I no longer feel like I have something special to share with the world. I'm creating again, but I'm keeping it close in. I will not be sharing any of it.
As for the subject of my ill advised book.
Yes, I did come to love him. And fancy that, certain people who I trusted with that truth were hell bent on fucking that up for me too.
He and I are no longer in contact with one another. He hates me now, and I feel nothing but numb sorrow when I think of him.
You think I could ever forgive the people who brought this about?
They will never be forgiven.
What's next to the moon? The idea that I will ever find love.
Correction--that's somewhere in another fucking galaxy.
So now you fucking know.
This image was shared by the Australian Paranormal Society
As Suicide said when Trash was grinding against his leg in the cemetery across the way from the crematorium:
"C'mon, willya? Have some fuckin' respect for the Dead!"
My writing sis Lily Strange certainly encountered one whole fuckton of no respect for the Dead when she published her ill-fated novel, Eternal Death: Lost Beneath the Surface, which is currently being revised by my other writing sis, Rose LeMort.
I'm sure that the Dead are not interested in other people's pervy sex fantasies.
Having sex with corpses is straight up nasty.
Attempting to have sex with ghosts is a really bad idea. You could end up with a demon in your bed instead.
I'm extremely interested in what goes on in the Afterlife. I think it's best to be polite to the people I might meet when I get there!
