Mellow Playlist

This is a laid back playlist created by You Tube user Jimmyann27riot. They listen to these songs while creating, so I thought it might work for me. Maybe it will work for you too!

The Lovely Feathers

Celine Dion Playlist

Yeah, I'm listening to Celine Dion, Bitches. A playlist yet. What you gonna do about it?

Immortality

Tired Of

Posted by The Anonymous Art of Revolution on Facebook.

I know this feeling very well. I've never been one of The Beautiful People. I'm an outcast. In the United States, I don't encounter much racism, because I'm white. But, I'm White Trash. I'm also one of THEM. You know, the crazies, the sickos, the mentally ill.

I'm one of THEM, but you probably wouldn't know it. I'm not likely to make the news, unless its the obituaries because my disease finally won. I won't make the news for shooting up a movie theatre like a selfish fucking jackass, or shooting up people from a clock tower like a stupid fucking sociopath with no consciense, or for committing serial murders like a twisted fucking shithead. 

I, like the majority of people with mental illness, am no more dangerous than the average person. I am in fact more likely to be a victim than to be a predator.

Physically, I'm in my mid forties. Emotionally, I'm not an adult. I can hold a job, but the conditions have to be right or I'll sink into a severe depressive state. I'm a "loser" with a menial job, because that's what I can handle. I have a fairly high I.Q., but I'll never be able to excel in the usual ways.

Love, romance, and sex are difficult areas for me to navigate, so I choose to avoid them. I tend to attract predators who don't give a shit if they hurt me as long as they get some pussy, and broken people who might not mean to hurt me but they will. People like drug addicts. If I'm attracted to a guy, it means he's just wrong, so it's better if I stay away.

The character John Coffey is a truly beautiful person, not a glamorous person. I think that Michael Clarke Duncan seemed like a beautiful person too in his way. I liked him. Shine on, Big Man!

Love,

Illsa

Hercules Renounces His Immortality

Hercules decides that being immortal is not all its cracked up to be. As mortals, I think that most of us have pondered what it would be like to be immortal. At this point in my life, I don't fear death. Having lived with crippling depression, I've often wished that I wouldn't wake up when I go to sleep. More than once I've looked to the Heavens and said "let me up, I've had enough."

I suppose that there is a reason why I'm still supposed to be here, otherwise I wouldn't still be here. I try to look for that reason and to find wisdom in the teachings of the Enlightened. I hope to somehow bring this world a little closer to the path of Love if in any way I can.

Love,

Illsa

Plague of the Locusts

I really don't know why I let Brittney talk me into watching this. It reminds me of the lifetime where I was an Egyptian queen and the plague of locusts came and devastated everything. It was terrible!

PANSI says that The Cheesemeister is going to hell in a Ham Biskit for profaning (she actually said Profanilizing) God's name.

EMRALD